Buy a small batch of dried petals to get you through for now and if you can at all, then grow your own! The seeds are dirt cheap and they'll grow anywhere and they give so many flowers, it's ridiculous. They are such a delight to have in the garden. Low to no maintenance, huge yield. Once you get started using calendula, you'll be wanting to make infused oils, salves and whatnot too and it's good to have a steady supply. One can never have too many calendula petals. :wink: