My Dad and I used to make soap together outside. We were able to just stir it--there was no such thing as stick blenders then. It was always smooth and nice, well-mixed. I just tried to make some goat milk soap with a much different recipe than Dad and I used, like palm kernal oil, shea butter, goat milk, olive oil and more. I stirred cooled lye into melted, cooled fat and it never got smooth, looked more crumbley textured, with little liquid pockets in it. It got thick and left what I thought was trace, but it still looked crumbly and still had some liquid.. I stirred harder because it was not uniformly creamy like I know it should be. Eventually I poured it into a wooden log mold lined with parchment paper. The liquid part started leaking out of the screwed on ends of the mold. I assumed this liquid was caustic so am cleaning up carefully. Is there a way to remake this same batch of soap after I buy an appropriate stick blender? I have an old stick blender here, but it is all plastic and the bell was too round, too, would rather get a new one that had good reviews on this forum. I left the soap in the mold and put it outside on some double-thick cardboard on a glass table. But I will put it in a durable plastic tray soon. Will it ever ripen, or should I try to re-blend it, or is it too late? If I have to throw it out, how can I do safely do that? We have a septic tank and I know that it should not go there. We do not have garbage pickup and I do not think it should go in the dump/landfill either. Will it always be hazardous or will it be safe once it ripens? If yes, how will I tell it is ready?